Okay here here no one reads this T.T but I am so scared of commitment I shouldn't be this way but I am I have been praying all day and I just love being with God I with I could fing a bunch of Christian people who wouldn't look down on my friends who could help instead of make them feel un welcome I know I should be more humble and caring and not worry so much but I do I want my friends to go to heaven I don't want them to go out in our dangerous world one more day with out the protection of God I need to serve but I feel like I just don't know what to do all the time I am only human I need God so much I would die if I didn't have him I regre